I’ve got to admit it, I’m a much better human being when school is in session.

I’m one of those people that likes to be in control. Like really really likes to be in control.

My nightmares are filled with situations where I’m not in control. 

Do you know what life with small children is filled with? Situations where you are not in control.

Let’s be honest, life with small children is filled with situations where no-one  is actually in control.

Summer is especially bad.

Not only are there more situations that tend towards chaos, but it’s also so freaking hot.

We’re good with summer until about mid-July and then it’s over.

By mid-July the kids are tired of being hot, they’re tired of being home, they’re tired of each other, tired of me, tired because they never sleep… it’s just bad news bears.

And by mid-July I am sick of being the “cruise director” and I start dreaming of no one talking to me.

No one (except the Princess) was sad about school starting. The boys barely slept because they were so excited. I’m lucky that my kids love school.

School has been in session for three days and life is SO much better at our house.

People are more relaxed, there’s a whole lot less yelling, a lot more laughing, and a lot more enjoying life. The contrast between this week and last is startling… But kinda great.

I no longer think I’m the worst mother ever (yes, ever), and AsthmaMan hasn’t screamed that at me for at least three days. I think there is the possibility we will all make it with at least some of our sanity in tact.

I no longer feel the need to hide in the bathroom. My throat doesn’t hurt from yelling. And while I can’t confirm this, I’m fairly certain my blood pressure is returning to normal.

So long summer, see you next year! Bring on the busy schedules, the sports, the commitments, the structure, the early bedtimes, the homework, and the cooler weather- life is good!